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[Featheredkitten]

Disgusting. Surge was meant for drinking!


Edit: Now I know why the podcast was late. I feel gross for knowing this.

LMAO, you have no one to blame but yourself.

Spoiler

.. and me.

 

[MattyG]

I kinda now wanna talk about Fiction's little brother's sex life.

Alright, I'm gonna need a link to this thread.

 

[Pepiope]

Wrong thread.

 

[Siffon]

Alright, I'm gonna need a link to this thread.

That thread has been buried and for good reasons.

 

[jasonng]

Spoiler alert, Fiction. A case of Surge was involved.

 

[Josh with a J]

I'm guilty

 

[Professor Beef]

And futon porn!!!

My, my. Who knew beds could be so.... desirous~

 

[Featheredkitten]

Spoiler alert, Fiction. A case of Surge was involved.

You're obsessed with the surge, the surge was not involved. I draw the line at food and drink in the bedroom. I was just reading back over that thread and

less caffeine was the solution!

 

[Gray Matter]

C'mon, keep the confessions coming.

 

[Josh with a J]

But caffeine fixes everything

 

[Siffon]

I'm worried about becoming depresed.

 

[shadowkat]

Bored, eh?

I'M IN LOVE WITH H. PROTAGONIST! SHE'S SUCH A BABE, AND SHE FREAKIN WORKS FOR XSEED! HOW DO I CONVINCE HER TO BE MY WAIFU?!

My confession: I think my gaming is a substitute for an absent father and a way to escape socializing or having anything to do with my mother. Now that I'm older and really stopped caring and stopped giving into all the emotional blackmail, I find I don't get as much enjoyment out of gaming. Or maybe I think it's just time for me to move on and find a new hobby.

I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR WAIFU

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

My wife and I are really close to becoming swingers. I'm not a cuckold kind of guy but the idea of watching her blowing another guy turns me on a lot. And she wants to watch me with another woman.

Take your woman's hand, and take that leap together.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

I don't really have any good excuse for my actions; I was just an asshole teenager going through some crap. Anyway, late one night I was walking through a neighborhood and saw a car with the sunroof completely open. I climbed up on top of it and peed right into the sunroof.

Karma must be a thing though, my car has been messed with multiple times since then. Also a squirrel peed on my head as I was standing under a tree one time...

Who knew that squirrels were an agent of karma...

oh wait...

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

The depressed gentleman from earlier responded btw:

I recently started seeking help and I've been meeting with an intern of the psychologist at job corps, and while it does help to talk about it, I don't feel like it's doing much. I know change is slow but I've been depressed for so long now that it's almost normal for me. Any time that I "feel" happy it's like a flip switches inside me and I prevent myself from feeling happy.

 

[dani_dc]

Take your woman's hand, and take that leap together.

Another woman's*

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

Another woman's*

Well there it is.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

I am putting this one in without comment. I believe the confessor should talk to a therapist or professional.

I am a 20-year-old woman, and today I've been feeling concerned that I might have some pedophillic tendencies. I am not 100 percent sure and a part of me thinks that it might just be my OCD screwing with me again and making me over-analyze it, but it is weighing on me nontheless so I wish to confess about it.

Ever since I was around 12 years old I was really into lolicon hentai and collected it a bunch. Even then I knew it was kind of wrong, but I figured that since I was a kid myself it was natural for me to be attracted to girls my own age. And even though that interest has significantly waned in my late teenage years, to the point I figured I outgrew it, I still find myself attracted to such things. I worry that perhaps I didn't outgrow it and simply repressed my desires out of shame. I'm still attracted to adults my own age (I even have a thing for older, mature women sometimes) and these feelings aren't common, but lately I find myself concerned that I'm 20 years old and still look at a drawing of an underage girl and think she's desirable. What if I never outgrow it? And I'm ashamed to say this, very much, but sometimes I look at a real, 12ish YO girl and think she's sexy. It worries me and I hate it, but I can't help it.

I just want to emphasize that I would never act on these attractions in real life. Because I'm not a fucking psychopath and I could never bring myself to harm a kid. I actually have a burning hatred for people who do that and it makes me feel physically ill to hear about it. I know that if I have pedophillic feelings it doesn't make me a bad person as long as they're just thoughts, and I know I'd never at on them. But I still can't help but feel a little ashamed, like a bad person, as if I'm sick. And it makes me feel kinda sad and lonely, cause it's the kind of thing I could never really tell anyone.

Today I was watching something and developed something of a huge crush on a character (not a real person) who was canonically 12 years old, and looked the part. She's so dreamy made my heart flutter, and I find myself so attracted to her youth and cuteness. And it scared the hell out of me, made me feel evil, and send me into a frenzy of worry of what I might be.

I'm still attracted to adults so my life should be perfectly normal. But I fear what kind of weight it could be on my mind as I get older.

 

[Astarte]

I am putting this one in without comment. I believe the confessor should talk to a therapist or professional.

Uh....oh geez

 

[MatthewB92]

I am putting this one in without comment. I believe the confessor should talk to a therapist or professional.

Don't even know what to say to that....

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

It was too early for this thread to stop being funny.

Don't break NTGYK, then we won't have confessions at all.

As for that last confession, please seek professional help. It might help.

The one great M. Night Shymalan movie was based on me.

But yeah, I'm not closing the night off on that one.

Edit: The only reason I didn't hold off on posting that one is it felt that the confessor was feeling distress and I want her to know that it's okay and encouraged to talk to a professional.

 

[dani_dc]

I am putting this one in without comment. I believe the confessor should talk to a therapist or professional.

To the person that sent this
As someone with OCD I know the pain of losing track of what are intrusive thoughts and what are my own, leading me to questions core things about myself. Sexual concerns are common among those with OCD, and from experience I can say that the more you dislike an idea the more "real" and lodged it becomes in your mind.

There's nothing wrong with having thoughts no matter how awful they are, it doesn't make you a bad person, the only one hurt by them is yourself.

Even if you happen to actually be attracted in such way, you clearly realize what is right and what is wrong, what's real and what's not, and in the end that's what defines who's a good person and who isn't.

Accepting that those thoughts and emotions exist (regardless of the cause or even if they are "real" or not) is a very hard thing to do, but I feel its the only way to continue moving forward without entering a self destructive cycle within your own mind.

If you ever feel the need to talk to someone, know that can PM me (or contact me in any other way) at any time.

 

[PKrockin]

Don't even know what to say to that....

I'm not sure either, since from what I've heard pedophilia doesn't seem to be something that can be cured at this stage of research. All I can say is it must be terrible, I sympathize, and I hope those feelings don't have a great effect on your life.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

I've got a bunch more, but this one will be the last one of the night.

I'm the biggest simp in the world. I know it and yet I can't leave this girl alone. She's my ex. We were together for over a year. She left me but we've been courting again for the last year. I'm pissed at myself for not just dropping her but I can't walk away. I take care of her, buy her her much needed prescriptions, buy her groceries when she's got literally nothing to eat. We were talking about getting married at one point but since I've been trying to get back with her she's not even kissed me. I don't know how I put up with it this long but I'm tired of feeling like a chump.

 

[Curiocity]

^you're also in a position of feeling needed. That's a driving force.

 

[MatthewB92]

I've got a bunch more, but this one will be the last one of the night.

When some women find a kind person that will do these things they will abuse it. I can't lie if I was you I would probably do the same thing but I'm a weak soul and want to help everyone. That's my down fall.

 

[Nintendoga]

Feel bad for the person who's attracted to underage girls. By the post you're not one of those sick pedos that abuse children, so really proud of you for having control over your urges. Should definitely check out a therapist or something, to talk about what's going on irl.

I've got a bunch more, but this one will be the last one of the night.

Bruh, you did all that and she hasn't even let you kiss her yet? Need to stop wasting your time and money on someone who doesn't care about you. She's not the only girl out there you know.

 

[Amagon]

I've got a bunch more, but this one will be the last one of the night.

 

[SwiftDeath]

Feel bad for the guy who's attracted to underage girls. By the post you're not one of those sick pedos that abuse children, so really proud of you for having control over your urges. Should definitely check out a therapist or something, to talk about what's going on irl.

If you're referring to the confession in post 172, then it's a woman, not a man

 

[SwiftDeath]

Sorry DP

 

[Nintendoga]

If you're referring to the confession in post 172, then it's a woman, not a man

Whoops.

"I am a 20 year old woman"

Literally the first sentence. How the hell did I miss that?

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

Whoops.

"I am a 20 year old woman"

Literally the first sentence. How the hell did I miss that?

That's what I am wondering as well.

 

[Yoshichan]

Be still, my beating heart for Ronito

 

[IceDoesntHelp]

I was going to confess, but you all know my confessions.

 

[Corronchilejano]

I am putting this one in without comment. I believe the confessor should talk to a therapist or professional.

Lolicon isn't about real people at all. Frankly I like to think of them as small sized women. I even enjoyed some of them (even if most creep me out, as most of Japan does).

Now if you start fantasizing about real children, that is a good time to seek help and not be a horrible human being.

 

[Zeyphersan]

I'm desperately thinking of a confession I can send in

That was, shockingly enough, not a confession thread.

It was disturbing enough to be one though.

/stoptalkingaboutmylittlebrotherssexlifekthx

I need to find this thread

 

[milquetoast]

no more pedo stuff please.. kills the mood.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

no more pedo stuff please.. kills the mood.

You have to take the good with the bad.

But in the future I may put some of the distressing ones behind spoiler tags. There are more dark ones waiting in the wings.

But hey, we also got some hysterical stories coming! There ain't no stopping this train!

 

[Jack Remington]

I was curious what futanari back when I saw it as a category on a poem site. From what I saw, it was women with enormous strap-on penises that could ejaculate. It is amusing.

Sounds like some Lord Byron-tier stuff. Mind linking the site?

 

[Northeastmonk]

I am putting this one in without comment. I believe the confessor should talk to a therapist or professional.

That's something that may have some answers that a person on here might not be able to answer. I'd seek a therapist or a sex councilor pronto. The road may seem hard, but find some courage to talk to someone. There isn't any shame in getting help.

 

[enzo_gt]

Will lurk this thread aggressively.

 

[Deaf Spacker]

Subscribed, it's looking like a classic already.

 

[Rainy]

I've only actively been on GAF a few months now but this is interesting.

 

[Yrael]

Well this is interesting. Subbed!

 

[Lucian Cat]

I've only actively been on GAF a few months now but this is interesting.

You should check out the old threads. There are some... doozies

 

[Professor Beef]

You should check out the old threads. There are some... doozies

that word should be banned >:|

 

[Mangamaniac71]

Sounds like some Lord Byron-tier stuff. Mind linking the site?

You do realize "poem" must have been a typo, right?

 

[Chainsawkitten]

You do realize "poem" must have been a typo, right?

Don't go breaking my heart like that!

 

[Lucian Cat]

that word should be banned >:|

 

[Gray Matter]

I wonder how this is affecting NTGYK emotionally. It's a lot of fucked shit to consume.