I know it sounds like some made up excuse, but sadly I wish it was. She just passed away 10 minutes ago, gotta figure out what to do to bury her and what we're going to do with our other horse, as well as if the driver that hit her is going to sue and how much the vet bill is going to cost, etc. None of what's happened tonight has actually hit me yet, which I guess explains my apathetic attitude towards all of it while it was occurring, but regardless, don't mean to spam the thread up with my personal issues, just felt like giving some reasoning as to why I most definitely now won't be on tonight.