I just don't know what to do with this game anymore.
Playing with gaffers is still fun, but I shouldn't NEED other gaffers to enjoy it.
Is it some kind of phenomenon of people getting worse as they play? I don't mean over the course of a single game, I mean in life long play. Usually it's the other way around, but with me, I must be a worse player now than I was before.
Because I can't understand what's happening to my games anymore. Either I paradoxically suck the more I play the game and I was just a way better player in the first 2 seasons or somehow the game just conspires against me. But the latter is conspiratorial and impossible, so I have no idea what the fuck this is supposed to be.
I've never hated playing a game I find so enjoyable so much.