Finale Fireworker
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honestly, the best thing to do would be to walk away for a few days, if not a week, and then return after the dust has settled. people will come up with bullshit and speculation to keep the story interesting when there aren't additional details. you'll save yourself a lot of time and frustration if you let it play itself out and follow the major points as the unfold, if they unfold.
I understand this advice and I believe it is good advice for most people. After all, I am a very neurotic GAFfer. I am perpetually petrified of the worst case scenario and am plagued by the bitter promise of poverty or death if any of my nightmares are realized.
I disappeared from politics and current events from election night until January 1st. I played video games. I threw myself into my job. I loved my girlfriend. I unfollowed all my political accounts on Twitter. I politely asked for my election-related GAF tag to be removed. I reset my whole life and all the media I consumed on a daily basis. I tried a complete information detox. I tried to live a normal life as somebody who wasn't deathly afraid at all times.
And in doing this, I realized that I can never go back. I can never go back to not knowing and not caring. I can never go back to only worrying about my own life and what's going on in my immediate bubble. I didn't like turning away from the things I have become passionate about. I didn't like hiding from reality. It felt cowardly. It felt weak. I felt beaten.
So when I came back after the new year, I concluded it is better to stare down everything I fear and let it pummel me in the face. Even as my eyes swell shut and I can barely see what's hitting me anymore, I keep the world in my blurry, bloody POV. Because I have to know what is happening. I have to know who is kicking the shit out of me. I have to know what I'm up against.
This is one of those times. My blood pressure is through the roof. My anxiety is sky-high. I have no idea what is happening, what will happen, or what to believe. But I won't look away. I've had enough of looking away. I have to be stronger than that.
I still recommend other people tune out and come back with the dust is settled. That is right for a lot of people. But not me.