I had deluded myself into thinking the medication would do it all for me, then I was smacked with worse depression than I had before and I didn't understand. It's fucking awful and this thread has definitely helped me through that. I don't in any way want you to feel like you're being attacked here, at this point I'm more wanting to help you through a single step of overcoming this horrible thing you're going through, because I'm going through it too. If you don't want to watch anime for any reason other than that you're depressed, I'll drop it right now. But if it's the depression stopping you then I want to try to help you in anyway I can, and if by just giving you a little push out of that comfort zone helps at all, I want to at least do that for you.
I love you guys, you're all awesome and have helped me with my depression. I hate getting into this area of trying to give life advice, because mine's a mess and I'm terrible at it, I just really want to give back to this community in anyway I can and I hate to see other people going through the same things I am. Everything I'm saying is in the interest of helping you, the fact that it's anime is entirely secondary at this point.