So frienders she left me. She chasing her dreams and moved to New York, she said she'll never forget me and that I'll always be in her heart. She always talked about going to New York and she told me she was going to break the news to me that she was leaving but I surprised her with the whole proposal and she panicked. She shot down my proposals for a long distant relationship, because she believes that hey never work. Now after work I gotta go pick up my box of stuff from her old apartment. This all feels so surreal, and like a shitty romance movie
I'm really sorry to hear that.
While I disagree that LDR's never work, because they in fact do, it still takes a certain kind of mindset and a level of feeling secure within a relationship for them to work, otherwise they get messy and people get hurt because one or both people started freaking out over distance and breakup just to be able to be physically close to someone they don't care as much about, but I digress.
It sounds like you guys just weren't meant to be, that's okay, it definitely sucks but it's still okay. You have these weirdos to help keep you occupied and at some point if you keep learning and growing as a human being, you'll meet someone who will return your feelings equally.
Doing good. How about you?
Not too bad, just finished my first Coffee of the day and Playing Pokemon Diamond.