I am shocked they would accept shit like that.
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I am shocked they would accept shit like that.
Gordon Shumway
Banned
So..I'm sorry for this post, but I'm in need of a little venting/whining/I don't know.
I was raped by my brother as a child. It's something my friends know. I'm not shy about it, ever since I opened up and fessed around my early 20s. I'm very protective of children..my own or otherwise. My friends children are nephews and nieces, as far as I'm concerned, and my friends treat me as such.
I had a young brother, who has always spoken about me with much respect and adoration, ask me.."Would you ever fuck my son?" The amount of hurt..and shame I feel typing this..it's like my soul had been set ablaze. I haven't cried like this since my pops was murdered decades ago.
Why do I have to, now, have this shit feeling for the rest of my fucking life? How can someone even ASK such a fucking question? I mean..FUCK! I've never even..I mean..
My wife just left to sit in a park, take in the sun, and blast this niggas ear off..I'm not thrilled about it..her night has been shit dealing with a giant baby a foot taller than her crying all night. I'm a fucking victim..why treat me like I looked to get dicked by a family member?
I swear, if I had a fucking gun..I'm sick of this fucking world right now..
I'm sorry, BCT..I had nowhere else..and I'm fucking scared..
I was raped by my brother as a child. It's something my friends know. I'm not shy about it, ever since I opened up and fessed around my early 20s. I'm very protective of children..my own or otherwise. My friends children are nephews and nieces, as far as I'm concerned, and my friends treat me as such.
I had a young brother, who has always spoken about me with much respect and adoration, ask me.."Would you ever fuck my son?" The amount of hurt..and shame I feel typing this..it's like my soul had been set ablaze. I haven't cried like this since my pops was murdered decades ago.
Why do I have to, now, have this shit feeling for the rest of my fucking life? How can someone even ASK such a fucking question? I mean..FUCK! I've never even..I mean..
My wife just left to sit in a park, take in the sun, and blast this niggas ear off..I'm not thrilled about it..her night has been shit dealing with a giant baby a foot taller than her crying all night. I'm a fucking victim..why treat me like I looked to get dicked by a family member?
I swear, if I had a fucking gun..I'm sick of this fucking world right now..
I'm sorry, BCT..I had nowhere else..and I'm fucking scared..
Anytime man, keep your head up.
Jackben
bitch I'm taking calls.
It is a good thing to share this Gordon. What your brother said was extremely hurtful and IMO should not have been said at all. You might feel labeled or accused based on what was said but I don't think you have to. What was said probably came from a place of fear and ignorance rather than judgment.
It is not a light thing that happened to you, and in trusting someone with that information you made yourself vulnerable. It was not right for them to betray that confidence by asking something like that even if it came from a genuine place of fear. That is 100% on them and they need to sort out those feelings on their own.
Don't give up. From what you said it sounds like you do have friends and a significant other that love and trust you. Don't forget about them.
It is not a light thing that happened to you, and in trusting someone with that information you made yourself vulnerable. It was not right for them to betray that confidence by asking something like that even if it came from a genuine place of fear. That is 100% on them and they need to sort out those feelings on their own.
Don't give up. From what you said it sounds like you do have friends and a significant other that love and trust you. Don't forget about them.
Face it Tiger..
Banned
so my mood just changed entirely.
Where are you?
Damn. Stay strong, man.
double jump
you haven't lived until a random little kid ask you "how do you make love".
Sorry you had to go threw that Gordon. I'm not sure how I would have reacted to something like that stay strong my friend.
Esco that new assassins look like ass bruh.
I see why Jade left XD
Esco that new assassins look like ass bruh.
I see why Jade left XD
Yeah, stay strong Gordon. Feel free to vent/say what's on your mind anytime.
I don't follow kpop-gaf one bit, but is this the same dude that we talked about last OT, the one that went around sniffing girl's hair in Korea?
Edit: quick search says it is... Damn what part of the game is that.
I don't follow kpop-gaf one bit, but is this the same dude that we talked about last OT, the one that went around sniffing girl's hair in Korea?
Edit: quick search says it is... Damn what part of the game is that.
MorisUkunRasik
Member
That's heavy man, don't do anything in the heat of it all that you'll regret.
Stay strong Gordon. Your two brothers are the ones who are in the wrong not you. Don't take it out on yourself.
Jesus... I'm so sorry.
I can't believe they would say something like that to you. Stay strong honey. *hugs*
R
Retro_
Unconfirmed Member
I have absolutely no idea what someone like me can say to you. Probably nothing that will make such a bad situation any better
So here's just saying something. At the very least we hear you on here. Hoping things get better for you sooner than later
so sorry bro, that's a really fucking scummy thing to ask.
Zeus Molecules
illegal immigrants are stealing our air
Edit: nm read the tone of the page and my pet peeve doesn't matter.
Byakuya769
Member
Only apology needed is from your brothers. Glad you have your wife there for you. We're here too!
Zeus Molecules
illegal immigrants are stealing our air
Ahh cool ok nm I didn't read the page before I posted.
Shit, man. Stay safe and don't forget about your wife and kids.
TheBlackMarvel
Member
That's awful. Don't let the fuckheads get you down.
Gordon Shumway
Banned
Guys, thanks so much. You have no idea how grateful I am. He came over and is outside talking to my girl..she's not happy.
I've just been given more good news. Waiting for the police. My autistic daughter's bus attendant has apparently been rubbing her inner thigh and touching her belly button..saying how they're friends..WTF is going on..I need some fucking brown..
I've just been given more good news. Waiting for the police. My autistic daughter's bus attendant has apparently been rubbing her inner thigh and touching her belly button..saying how they're friends..WTF is going on..I need some fucking brown..
That's what I was thinking. Dude is in a vortex of garbage people.
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Deleted member 47027
Unconfirmed Member
Jesus fuck. What the fuck.
Massive Duck. C.M.
Banned
We're always here for you Gordon.
This is fucking terrible
Don't stop until they put him under the jail
Byakuya769
Member
Wonder if anyone would have problem with "African American" if that was the designation needed for reparations...
double jump
you haven't lived until a random little kid ask you "how do you make love".
That ignorant child is pissing me the fuck off.
Angelus Errare
Banned
Felicity > Iris.
@Gordon, stay strong my dude.
@Gordon, stay strong my dude.
MikeBreezy92
Member
Them legs lol
TheBlackMarvel
Member
ChamplooJones
Formerly Momotaro
Hang in there Gordon.
Urban Scholar
Member
Keep your head up Gordon.
Gordon Shumway
Banned
Thanks again, everyone. This day has been something else. Apparently, my son went out looking for me, and found a man in a car having a heart attack. He called 911 and was given instructions to help resuscitate him. Man died on him..but EMTs brought him back..say he might have saved him.
I went to where my son was, and started speaking to an officer about my daughter. During the conversation, I started having chest pains and was shoved in an ambulance..hurray. I'm obviously very overwhelmed today, and I think it all just got to me. While they dealt with me, officers were sent to my house to speak to my wife and daughter.
They say since it happened on a bus, we have to go through the school, because the bus = school property..great. I'm trying my best to stay level headed..I'm being tested..
I'm home now..trying to relax..not allowing myself to walk outside tomorrow morning and wreck that fuckers face..
I went to where my son was, and started speaking to an officer about my daughter. During the conversation, I started having chest pains and was shoved in an ambulance..hurray. I'm obviously very overwhelmed today, and I think it all just got to me. While they dealt with me, officers were sent to my house to speak to my wife and daughter.
They say since it happened on a bus, we have to go through the school, because the bus = school property..great. I'm trying my best to stay level headed..I'm being tested..
I'm home now..trying to relax..not allowing myself to walk outside tomorrow morning and wreck that fuckers face..
Face it Tiger..
Banned
it must feel like its raining misfortune on you Gordon,
goddamn.
goddamn.
Gordon Shumway
Banned
I mean..I just don't even know right now..
At least my little man did a positive thing for someone..kid was supposed to be at boot camp. Life is something else..
Angelus Errare
Banned
So this show Marry Me. I'm sad to say I liked the first episode. Oh god shoot me.
Mrs. Manky
Banned
Keep your head up, Gordon. And your son did a wonderful thing, be proud.
double jump
you haven't lived until a random little kid ask you "how do you make love".
man I understand but please try to hang back tomorrow.
Damn, this is some heavy stuff. Feel free to vent in this thread.
CrazyDogg77
Member
Keep your head up Gordon. You know we're here for you bro
Professor Beef
Banned
holy fuck, gordon
You should be proud that your son helped to save someone's life, though. Concentrate on that, and the fact that you've taught him well.
You should be proud that your son helped to save someone's life, though. Concentrate on that, and the fact that you've taught him well.
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