fuck this game.
I was hunting bounties, got up to 40k of bounty vouchers
killing the last wanted ship, I hit the feds
they shot me to shit before I could bail and had my thrusters at 0%
couldn't move, so had to self destruct
lose 40k of bounty vouchers
this fucking happens every time - I'm still in my starter ship with crap weapons & frankly I'm not having fun anymore.
Fuck.
This.
Game.
Sucks man, but don't give up. Next time you hit a fed, you gotta bail right away. Divert all power to SYS and ENG (I do full power to ENG and 2 blips into SYS, may change depending on situation). Full throttle and boost when available, roll left or right. The AI has a hard time hitting you if you thrust up or down (R and F keys) as you're rolling. Retract weapons and charge super cruise. Do all this as soon as you're in trouble, and it's pretty tough to die to the AI.
I suggest doing missions in your sidewinder until you can get some the cheapo upgrades to reduce your mass and increase your jump range. If you wanna go all out on bounties, shoot for replacing the sidewinder with an Eagle, and then later a Viper. Once you get an Eagle, don't be afraid to get some upgrades for it, just make sure you have enough credits to pay insurance before you go hunting.
Once you get a little better, you'll be able to make $40k in like 20 minutes and laugh how you raged over losing so little. You can find a post from me earlier in the thread from when I accidentally boosted into the wall of a station and lost like $80k of cargo. After rebuying my shitty Hauler, I had a whopping 4k credits. I was about to quit the game, but I decided to make a challenge out of it, and kept at it. Little over a week later, I have a decked out Type 6 Transport and Viper, about 2 mil in total assets. Don't give up, you'll get better!