I knowGod only knows how miserable I looked in class today, doing my work and then opening a new tab to find out Roger Ebert died. D:
I knowGod only knows how miserable I looked in class today, doing my work and then opening a new tab to find out Roger Ebert died. D:
CHEEZMO™;52712931 said:I know how you feel, Del. Well, not exactly - I don't yo-yo back up. Thinking about killing yourself literally from the moment you wake up to the moment you finally manage to get to sleep can't be good for your mental health. Cant even drink myslelf into a stupor anymore cos I finished most of my booze.
Maybe I should risk moving onto pharmaceuticals instead and just hope my parents dont find them. I dont think explaining a stash of painkillers would be easy.
Hell, I'm quite literally too depressed to even lapse back into self-harming.
]Hi GayGAF!
God only knows how miserable I looked in class today, doing my work and then opening a new tab to find out Roger Ebert died. D:
I dunno. I feel..weird. I care a lot about people to the point I get jealous really easy. Then i try my best to make people happy and feel like my chest caving in when I cant make them happy. But whats the point in trying when i get jealous of everything else. It's like..do i deserve friends if thats my response? Even then i want friends around me I LIKE having friends.
That was literally 3 days ago.
What happened to:
That was literally 3 days ago.
I don't have a beard, should I grow one though?
This thread is full of hot guys. Stop being so handsome gayGAF!A little late to the party, but let me join the "show your beard" crowd.
It's a little patchy but whatever
Have you ever taken xanax or any benzodiazepines? Maybe they would benefit you... they seem to help me when I'm experiencing a particularly low valley. They'll help you sleep, too. It'd be much better than painkillers to explain to your parents because you could get a prescription for them. (Which might be difficult, because loads of people think that they're addictive, and maybe they are, but that's so much better than having major depressive disorder.) You should see a doctor anyway. What you're describing is most definitely a medical problem and its not going to get better on its own. Just don't mention that you're suicidal or you'll never get the good drugs or you might even get detained.
I don't have a beard, should I grow one though?
Yes!
And post the results!
FriendZone him, talk about your bf in the first 3 sentences
It gets really itchy after two weeks though. How long until that goes away? Also my facial hair is pitch black, not sure if that would go well with my blond hair.
It gets really itchy after two weeks though. How long until that goes away? Also my facial hair is pitch black, not sure if that would go well with my blond hair.
It gets really itchy after two weeks though. How long until that goes away? Also my facial hair is pitch black, not sure if that would go well with my blond hair.
CHEEZMO™;52797114 said:Ehhh, that's not really an option for me. At least, not while I still live with my parents.
CHEEZMO;52820943 said:gee thanks
I can't grow my beard because of work. Its anti-hygienic for a Security Officer to have a beard. (Thats what they actually told me SMH)
A little late to the party, but let me join the "show your beard" crowd.
It's a little patchy but whatever
You think so?You look a lot (well, at least a bit) like Sagitario. Long lost twins re-united at last?
Have you ever taken xanax or any benzodiazepines? Maybe they would benefit you... they seem to help me when I'm experiencing a particularly low valley. They'll help you sleep, too. It'd be much better than painkillers to explain to your parents because you could get a prescription for them. (Which might be difficult, because loads of people think that they're addictive, and maybe they are, but that's so much better than having major depressive disorder.) You should see a doctor anyway. What you're describing is most definitely a medical problem and its not going to get better on its own. Just don't mention that you're suicidal or you'll never get the good drugs or you might even get detained.
The itching goes away after a couple of weeks.
And after a long and intense study of bearded/nonbeareded LGBT member's I can safely say that the beards make y'all 10x hotter!
I'm... a little confused. But to answer your question, of course you deserve friends, Del. You're a really sweet, funny, caring guy so don't even entertain the thought that you should be lonely. I would probably recommend not putting other people's happiness above your own. You can try, but in the end you're not responsible for their mood - only they are.
If you're spending a lot of time trying to please others, maybe you should take a day or whatever and just focus on yourself. Find something you like and just take care of the number 1 for once. Especially if others are bringing you down it might be time to just take a mini vacation from them.
Hey, it's been three days!
We all want that, but not everyone accomplishes that *sighs*Awww I wants a 10x multiplier...
IMO you and DMprince are the funny ones hereMaybe I should take a day or so to myself. I was just in a dark place last night I'm better today after talking with people. Also thank you even tho I don't consider myself funny lol.
Pics!I just got a haircut today, looks pretty similar to yours
When it gets itchy, you can shampoo the beard or use a baby oil to sooth the skin. And as Trigger and btkadams said, dark facial hair and blond hair can look hot. Try it, you don't risk anything (well, other than the itchiness) - if you won't like it you can simply shave it away.It gets really itchy after two weeks though. How long until that goes away? Also my facial hair is pitch black, not sure if that would go well with my blond hair.
Maybe I should take a day or so to myself. I was just in a dark place last night I'm better today after talking with people. Also thank you even tho I don't consider myself funny lol.
We all want that, but not everyone accomplishes that *sighs*
IMO you and DMprince are the funny ones here
Why thank you. I don't mind being sexually harassed by you. :3
Pics!
When it gets itchy, you can shampoo the beard or use a baby oil to sooth the skin. And as Trigger and btkadams said, dark facial hair and blond hair can look hot. Try it, you don't risk anything (well, other than the itchiness) - if you won't like it you can simply shave it away.
Maybe not funny funny, but you certainly give an impression of a person that it's really nice to spend time with.
Being compared to DMprince >_>
Well thanks. I can only hope I give off that impression.
I got called a shota yesterday. Twice.
I got called a shota yesterday. Twice.
IMO you and DMprince are the funny ones here
Being compared to DMprince >_>
I got called a shota yesterday. Twice.
I don't know what that means. Is that like slang for shounen or something?
Edit: God damn it, I'm the only one in my cabin doing any work around here.
Shotacon (ショタコン shotakon?), sometimes shortened to shota (ショタ shota?), is a Japanese slang portmanteau of the phrase Shōtarō complex (正太郎コンプレックス shōtarō konpurekkusu?) and describes an attraction to young boys, an individual with such an attraction, or stories about an older female afflicted with such an attraction.
I don't know what that means. Is that like slang for shounen or something?
Edit: God damn it, I'm the only one in my cabin doing any work around here.
By whom? As in you watch that, or you look it?
That I look it. :/
Ew. No one actually calls people that in real life I'm guessing, so some weirdos online called you "a shota" or what? chrishansen.jpg
Edit: If you were born in '84 I don't think you have anything to worry about.
i'm legitimately curious. how do you look?That I look it. :/