I landed in a bad time last night where the usual suspects were taking a break or having a life, so I solo queued.
First game, blind picked it. Their Orianna disconnected. 4v5 = easysauce, right?
WRONG. I thought Lux was going to support me (as Ashe) bot, but instead she went mid only to feed Fiora a kill every other minute. I honestly did not know how she was physically capable of dying so fast. Meanwhile, Sion and I are competing for CS down bot, and although we are zoning JIV completely out I can't do much damage with no items... Nevertheless, when we team fought we had the extra body (because that's all Lux was), so we could still win. But instead of staying grouped and pushing shit, Garen and Lux thought it was an awesome idea to wander the jungle around looking for them. Needless to say everyone on the other team got fed and we couldn't do anything.
Second game, I figured I may have a slightly better team comp with draft pick. I decide to try our Ryze, and thanks to some well-placed ganks manage to obliterate their Veigar. However, the other team had a low-level summoner who played support (makes sense); but ours decides to go top and feed the shit out of Fiddlesticks. So after a while I tell him to switch, and though I manage to survive, I can barely farm let alone stop him from ganking mid (even though I continuously ping like a madwoman, this Mundo keeps up the feedfest).
Meanwhile, there is an AD Kennen + Alistar are doing okay bot. As soon as AD Kennen leaves lane, however, he becomes a lot less important: I'd watch him do some great baits/ganks that resulted in nothing (or worse) because his spells did zero dmg... I honestly don't see the point in AD Kennen. I mean, I get that pro teams are doing it and what-not, but that doesn't mean it's always the best option, especially when every unskilled bozo on LoL thinks they can do it.
When we surrended, I had a score of 5/2 - by far the best on the team - and shitty cs because I was too busy trying to help out that effin' Mundo.
That said, this game utterly frustrates me sometimes. My win/loss ratio is shit, and 95% of the time, it's genuinely not my fault. I really don't understand how I can get better at this game when the randoms I end up with are truly uncarriable, whether I'm solo queuing or with fellow GAFFERS. Even if I learn all of the hard carries in the game, this is still a team game in the end. It's seriously starting to kill the fun of playing
