I'm jelly -.- My college is small, and the most interesting place is a Tire and Auto Shop, lol. I always thought bigger colleges were better. Females make up about ~70% of the student population in my college.
I told one of my best friends, what I really felt for him. He said it didn't change anything between us, and we would still be friends (he's straight). But now he barely talks to me, and he doesn't wanna hang out with me like in the good old times
It's weird because his friends told me he had bi tendencies, and he's very pro-LGBT. He would also make all kinds of jokes about us, like whenever we would go and hang out, some of his friends would tease him and he would say "yeah we're going on a date." There was once this girl that came to him (who has a huge crush on him) asking him what he was doing later in the afternoon and he said "oh I'm in a date with him" referring to me, and she looked so surprised, and she said "okay have fun guys, use protection!" and he said "Oh I like it raw." I was cracking up, and the girl just left laughing... So anyways, he won't talk to me now, and doesn't even want to see me anymore. I feel like I lost a friend for trying to be honest. But I feel like honesty is always better regardless of the consequences. He really got under my skin. It's not like he's a guy that you look at and you go "wow, he's just beautiful or cute or sexy" or whichever appraisal you think of when you see someone that's really attractive. But his personality is just amazing, and he has a lot of girls who crush on him, and I can see why. Pretty girls of all colors, sizes and shapes (literally lol) and he's just a personality guy, he's like one of the coolest guys you want to be with, and it really got to me. Anyways, I'm trying to move on... I: