You sound like you tilt super easily, the other players are in silver as you said. Just have faith in yourself and lock in the dps, they cant be that much better than you.
Are you eu? Maybe I could help out.
NA, so it sounds like no.
Look, I've had a bad run of games pretty much ever since I started competitive in season one. And yeah, I get pissed. But I don't ever say anything about it in chat, and I don't blame other people. I actually struggle to figure out how much of our losses is my fault, knowing that people can and do climb in solo queue. I naturally assume it's my fault. I try to figure out what I'm doing wrong. I wanted to try and get better, knowing that often the only way to do that is to play games and challenge yourself. I've been told to take the lumps, learn from your mistakes, don't worry about rank. So yesterday I played a couple of hours straight for the first time in months. I had probably a 25% win rate. But on the whole, I was less sad about my performance than I thought I'd be.
Then today I actually manage to win a few games and have a couple of teams that just worked. One of those teams even had a Widowmaker, which didn't seem like a good idea, but I didn't say anything because it's never my place to tell people how to play. We won the match, and I thought, well, I was wrong, it seemed to work out okay. But in general, I like to think that I'm not a precious snowflake that just rages every time we lose. I lose way too much for that even to be an option.
So when three people are busy snarking about how we're doing poorly because our healer is awful, and why won't that healer switch off and let them heal because they're so much better, and how "don't pick important roles if you don't know how to play them" (hey, maybe a dude's having a bad game or a bad day, phrase it differently), and then when I do switch they don't like Zarya either because too many tanks and what's wrong with you, I'm sorry. Yes, I had a bad round as Ana. I'm sorry I nanoboosted the Rein after the team fight was over, I misjudged the game state. I get that I made mistakes. I'm sorry for not being 100% perfect. But you don't get to yell at me like you own the place. You don't get to complain about how I should've just known to switch off and let you heal as if I can read your mind. You definitely don't get to do all those things and assume I'll feel okay about three of you talking shit about me in chat.
If that's what it means to be tilted really easily, then yeah, I shouldn't be playing these games. I'm sorry I had a bad fucking day.