Id like to take this time to give a thank you to HolyBaikal. I needed to have a section of this thread dedicated to you and only you; I dont want or mean to put pressure on you and I dont want to force you to like me or anything. Im doing this because I need to, because I cant stop thinking about how to write this thread and how to thank you properly. HolyBaikal, you are the catalyst to all of this, its because of you that I felt the need to make a thread and continue with this all and the truth is you deserve much more than just a simple Thank You. Without ever having a conversation with one another, you touched me in ways that no one ever has. When I first stumbled upon your posts (When I was a shy Junior/lurker) I was surprised at many things, but the most important being the way you spoke/typed and the logic you used. Ill be honest (the entire point of this thread) with you, the first time I read your posts I was confused and even slightly upset/agitated that someone could think the way you think, but fortunately for me, I no longer think this. It took a while for me to realize this, but after reading your past threads and posts I came to the conclusion that I was missing something vastly important in my own life. Well, saying I was missing it is wrong, I guess the best way to describe it would be is I never didnt have it, but I believe I locked it up and it is kindness, cuteness and the moe of all life. A large theme/subject matter of your posts were about being nice, kind, cute and loving all that comes with it. I sit here drafting sentence after sentence as tears run down my face, what can I say to properly get my emotions across, how do I even say it? HolyBaikal, I want you to know that I appreciate you more than I have ever appreciated anyone in my life. So much so that I want you to know that I respect everything about you, I truly like your line/way of thinking (Ive incorporated it into my thoughts), I love the way you speak on this forum, I love the stutters and dots (
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like you and everything you are. Its hard for me to say this because I get this feeling that NeoGAF will think Im a mega-creep or a super loser for even confessing this, but I no longer care. You have changed me for the better and as I sit here thinking, I believe that every single person on NeoGAF, nay, the entire world would be better if they could have a little HolyBaikal in them. I feel so much better after accepting myself and realizing what I was missing. I know my thoughts are loose and incoherent and may not even make much sense, but in the end, HolyBaikal, you are the most amazing person Ive ever come across and I want to see you continuing to make cute threads and heartfelt posts because everyone should read them. I hope you can live on for a thousand years, or more if you desire, I feel truly blessed to have met you. I envy you.
