Shawn: still friends that can air things out? Really? REAlly? REALLY?
Shawn said:
As someone that has incurred the wrath of Truelize for "running up the score" and not being "sportsmanlike" to watching him literally quit mid-game in the NBA 2K league and quit the Madden league last year in similar fashion; I think Natural is on to something when he suggests that maybe it's not a bad idea to skip league play if you have the inclination you wont finish. Many of those same considerations of why you quit last year were the same ones you're communicating now.
Wow. Didn't you run up the score? Do you have a consistent history or being pretty damn "unsportsmanlike"?
Yeah I quit midgame when you had 48 points with Kobe and were up by over 35 and were making sure you only scored with him so you could pad your scoring average stats. You even said at the start of the game that you were going for 70 with him. Not really the model citizen you make yourself sound like.
Big words do not equal innocence.
You baffle me. Loyalties? Tenure?
I admit I screwed up. I apologized. For real. I even agreed that MWS had a reason to be upset/frustrated. But attacked and belittled because I don't feel that spending my time playing THIS video game is enjoyable? I said I thought it went too far. I mean how many people would have freaked out and got all defensive?
I didn't even post that to make fun of MWS at all. I posted it because I had no clue anyone could ever get that upset at anyone for quitting a video game league.
I don't think I've said a bad thing about him yet. Have I?
Wellie: You are totally right man. I said those things and got all wrapped up in the hype. The videos looked awesome, the gaf hype engulfed me. I even had the game before any of you all did. And then I could never get anyone to play against. I asked several times in a thread for PSN names for people too. My schedule just wasn't working I guess.
Heck I even got a mobile QB and an amazing RB. Super excited. Then I started playing the game,,, and,,,, it feels like the exact same game to me. It's me man. I just don't "get" Madden anymore. I have no clue why but I'm horrible at it. And it's super frustrating playing the game when you struggle with it this much. And even more frustrating when I have to sit there and enter stats afterward.
And I read the rules. And I was sure that I would make it through the season. Sure of it. But I overestimated myself. I love playing with you guys. I hope and dream that I'll do something worth being mentioned in the weekly stuff. Or even move up in the ratings once or twice. It's awesome being part of the community and that is what I enjoy so much.
Guys I figured it would work out. It hasn't.
But if it's this big of a deal I'll play the 11 games and be done with Madden. I have my team back.
There are several people here that I have quite a bit of respect for and if leaving the league upsets them this much then I'm gonna finish my games out and be done with Madden.
And yes I understand that I'm giving my word.
My apologies again.
I am available Tuesday, Wednesday night and Sunday afternoon. I might be available other nights but those are the only times that are for sure.
I need to play just to catch up:
MWS Natural
Matrix
Bob
Wasabiking
I will have all those games done ASAP. I will enter my stats etc...
When are you guys available?