Alright Fit-GAF here's my go -
Background: Reconstructed ACL and missing lateral meniscus in my left knee from a soccer injury, surgery was 3 years ago. I went through PT but was never able to regain all of my range of motion, but have most of it. I also had alot of nerve damage that never healed, so the entire right half (inside) below my knee, from the middle of my shin to the back of my calf, is always super sensitive/numb.
Began lifting 2 years ago with my roommate who helped me along to get some decent gains on upper body, but I still lacked the confidence in my knee, so never got very far/slacked on lower body. He knew his stuff and taught me alot about form. He could go pretty heavy on stuff (600+ DL, 455 Squat), which I never came close to, but was more than happy to accomodate my lower tiers. He ended up moving away for work, so I tried to stick to the gym by myself, but it was tough with the motivation and then my work got extremely busy from November through January.
This time last year, I started training for a half marathon, mainly to build confidence in my knee, so was not lifting as much as the year prior. I was happy to get back to running, but told myself that I'd get back in the lifting after the marathon. Did the half marathon in May, no problem. Unfortunately, I began traveling over the summer for work, and was only able to get to the gym once or twice a week. Upon returning in September, my best friend asked me to play racquetball, and I was amped. My luck, I came down on my knee wrong. Had it checked out by my doctor, who said it was just a sprain, but since the swelling did not go down, planned to have it drained. Decided to rest through the last 3 months after the drain.
Here I am - weak, but motivated to get in the gym again. My goal is to wipe the slate clean, and start from the bottom with the lifts that I neglected so much - Deadlifts and Squats.
Back to 2 years ago lifting with my friend, he always pushed me to get into deadlifting, but I was terrified. When I finally agreed to give it a go, I immediately had an issue in my form of what he described 'swinging the bar over/around my knee caps' as I was going up. My chest was out, back was straight, shoulders and elbows were lined up with the bar. For weeks we would work on it, but I just could not fix it, because of how sensitive my knee/leg is. I've seen people drag the bar along their shins - I shudder to think of doing that. I'll try to get a video of it here in the next few weeks.
Anyways - ordered Starting Strength, and focusing on the basics this time. Wish me luck!