An experienced man of war but a young guy, probably a virgin since he's so rigidly honorable and unmarried. Rhaenyra is a princess and future queen, too. It's not unreasonable for him to catch feels and start acting irrationally. He's in love. Also guilt-stricken for dishonoring himself as one of the kingsguard.- Him losing his fucking mind and all his character development just because he slept with Rhaenyra for a SINGLE time. This is an experienced man of war who lost his mind because his crush didn't want to abandon her life and her crown for him after sleeping with him a single time while she was drunk.