Fallout-NL
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Had my first date yesterday (not my very first one , but the first one after being single since this summer). Matched with this girl on Tinder. We talked freely on whatsapp for a couple of days before finally seeing each other yesterday, she had been sick for a while so we postponed a couple times.
Anyway, it was great. I totally fucked up, but it was great. I simply had not expected to like this girl as much. Which made me insecure. So after a bit of conversation where I did not feel like myself, I simply came out and said that I was pleasantly surprised / liked her and that made me act a little funny. She appreciated the honesty at least. Talking was easier after that.
Walked with her to her bike where she gave me this weird half kiss. To which I said (and fucked up even worse), 'Uh, if you want to kiss, that can be arranged.' She laughed and said that would maybe be a bad idea on account of her still being sick. I was like 'alright' and we said our slightly awkward goodbyes.
Watched her leave. Then called after her. She stopped. I said 'hey listen, if you're not really into this, it's quite alright' - but that I'm not normally this awkward. Something to that effect. She said 'come here' and gave me a bit more of an actual kiss that time. Which made me feel good enough to say with a bit more conviction that we should definitely see each other again.
We talked over whatsapp again this morning, so, that's something I guess. God, you'd think this actually was my first date. Literally never acted like this before.
Anyway, it was great. I totally fucked up, but it was great. I simply had not expected to like this girl as much. Which made me insecure. So after a bit of conversation where I did not feel like myself, I simply came out and said that I was pleasantly surprised / liked her and that made me act a little funny. She appreciated the honesty at least. Talking was easier after that.
Walked with her to her bike where she gave me this weird half kiss. To which I said (and fucked up even worse), 'Uh, if you want to kiss, that can be arranged.' She laughed and said that would maybe be a bad idea on account of her still being sick. I was like 'alright' and we said our slightly awkward goodbyes.
Watched her leave. Then called after her. She stopped. I said 'hey listen, if you're not really into this, it's quite alright' - but that I'm not normally this awkward. Something to that effect. She said 'come here' and gave me a bit more of an actual kiss that time. Which made me feel good enough to say with a bit more conviction that we should definitely see each other again.
We talked over whatsapp again this morning, so, that's something I guess. God, you'd think this actually was my first date. Literally never acted like this before.