smokeandmirrors
Banned
the time around halloween is one of my favorites. that and christmas
Winter
Nah. Winter is the undisputed champion of seasons.Fall is the best time of the year.
Nah. Winter is the undisputed champion of seasons.
No leaf piles and haunted houses in winter.
Actually not too far off.
Need to talk about it?
Fall IS the best. I can understand Cali not understanding that.
It gets especially beautiful in New England.
It can be mad creepy tho. Especially once all the leaves are gone, in that transition to winter.
We can all agree that the season is called Autumn, not Fall though.
Fall back nerdWe can all agree that the season is called Autumn, not Fall though.
But autumn is from Latin and was ultimately adopted into English through the French l'automne whereas fall is an entirely Saxon construction. Doesn't that irk your imperial sensibilities?
Sorry I fell asleep but like always here I am waking in the middle of the night. That's part of the problem. It is so rare for me to get a good nights sleep. Which makes everything seem way worse than what it actually is.
But, here is what I'm up against:
- my place of employment is going for a particular certification. In order to earn this certification everyone in leadership must be functioning optimally. This isn't the case because everyone in leadership including myself has had their time split in a thousand different ways helping with new business we've earned in Chicago. Of course no one can say this because it looks like you are making excuses. So imagine a group of 6 people from your corporate office barging into your office grilling you about records from the beginning of the year. That was today.
- then after that 8 hours of hell having to fight through rush hour traffic to get to the pharmacy and then having to wait to get the medicine you need for another hour.
- fight through traffic again to get home. Once you get home though you must walk and feed your dog because that is what responsible dog owners do.
- then basically get ignored by your roommates because you were a genius and decided to let your best friend have his gf live with you in your house.
- at this point you are so exhausted you are trying to determine if it's safe enough to drive to get food since you haven't had anything since 11:30am.
- decide to get a fast food burger because you are too tired to cook for yourself. Immediately regret that decision since it makes you sick to your stomach.
- then you get to go through the nightly process of hooking up to a machine that fills your abdomen with fluid and eventually drains that fluid plus whatever extra water weight you are carrying because your kidneys don't function properly. Which makes you thirsty and wake up in the middle of the night.
- then try your best not to dread that you have to do all of this over again the next day. With the added bonus of getting an "interview" from these 6 smug talking heads about your job functions tomorrow.
And then I have to somehow find time to prepare for my math final which is Thursday night and counts for 60% of my grade.
So yeah, not a huge fan of life right now.
I can't even fathom how that must make you feel. I'm sorry you have to go through all that. Thank you for being so trusting and open about it.
I wish I could say something but I don't have the words.
Look at this freedom fries muthafucka hating on French
This sounds fucking terrible. I'm sorry this is your life right now. I don't know what else to say other than it would be weird if you DIDN'T feel a bit down right now. I really hope things improve soon, for your sake. When are you done with school? That will surely lift a bit of stress off of your shoulders.So yeah, not a huge fan of life right now.
No big deal. I feel a bit better for even communicating it.
I was considering calling my dad today to say all this but he would just give me advice that has good intentions but ultimately useless because he has no idea what working in a high stress office environment is like.
I could have also called up any number of my irl people but that would have been something I felt guilty about for taking time away from their spouses and children.
So basically all I have left is venting to a group of anonymous strangers. This is what my life has become.
This sounds fucking terrible. I'm sorry this is your life right now. I don't know what else to say other than it would be weird if you DIDN'T feel a bit down right now. I really hope things improve soon, for your sake. When are you done with school? That will surely lift a bit of stress off of your shoulders.
Yeah, having someone to talk to is invaluable. I'll gladly provide that ear for you here, but it would be better to also have someone at home you can talk to.
I would go insane if I didn't have people to talk to, and I don't even have real problems like that. Please don't feel guilty about taking people's time. If they're really your friends, then they'll make time for you and they'll be glad to do so.
The Haters just don't get it.
That has to be satire right?
If not I'm making it copypasta.
That has to be satire right?
If not I'm making it copypasta.
There's a real stigma towards people in chronic pain. I see it all the time, am treated like I'm a leper or contagious. Even when I'm spending more energy than I have to try and mask how uncomfortable I really am, for their sake. I just want understanding. I want acceptance. I want to be hugged and told that I'm loved, just as much as anyone else and I feel like my basic needs as a human being aren't being met by any stretch of the imagination.
You're a bane on society and should be removed from the gene pool
Or people just really love to see the world and it isn't always about fucking eventhough you think it is? your thirst is blinding you trabwhich one is your friend's?
yeah that's why it's on every Tinder profile ever ;P I'm starting to think it's just an excuse for some people to fuck around the world with no strings attached. new cultures my ass.
Haha, yeah. I don't think I've ever heard an accent that strong before.Same. I swear it just sounded like Irish accented mumbling at points. lmao
Sitting around nude is weird. I at least wear under wear. It separately us from the beasts.
I can't go down this road with you. Avocados are delicious and wonderful.
my girlfriend is on the new bed wearing batman panties. you guys are missing out
I legit could not understand a lot of what they said.
It's weird how I can understand at least 90% of what they're saying, despite probably having just as little interaction with Irish people as you do. I guess maybe it's more common for Irish people to be on TV over here?Same. I swear it just sounded like Irish accented mumbling at points. lmao
It's weird how I can understand at least 90% of what they're saying, despite probably having just as little interaction with Irish people as you do. I guess maybe it's more common for Irish people to be on TV over here?