I just can't go on like this, I reaaaally need a week off.
I am always sleepy, I don't have the strength for anything and my mood is awful. I keep seeing progress in my workout sessions but damn, is it a hassle to push through everything.
all I want is my bed.
I just need to understand that I am not sending my gains to oblivion if don't go to the gym for 4 or 5 days....
(yeah, I know, I know...deload weeks are part of the plan, yadda yadda)
EDIT:
Eh, I hadn't read this when I submitted this post, you read my mind.
so true.
It's bigorexia bro!!!
I'm pushing through bench today (just 180x3 not going for extra reps) and some light accessory. Then light squatting on Saturday and then it's a solid week off. Gonna ice, heat and stretch every day.