damn, really not going to get back to the 40s before the season ends. Finally getting my shit together, honing on on a few characters, getting good at getting teammates to chat and call things out, increased my accuracy, learned to stay alive instead of runin and die, etc etc, but whenever a server closes, or my computer overheats and crashes cuz it's 100 degrees in my apt, it's when I'm winning. I honestly don't remember a time that hasn't happened and I was losing or with a numbskull team of people not listening.
Honestly can't wait for next season and a fresh start.