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Super Best Friends Thread 10: Frienders Support Straight Shota
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Banana Aeon
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I guess I can give RealGaf a yarn...
The year was 2006. I was a a young one, only a couple of months away from being 14, bitter from my constant moving and loss of friends, and going through some changes that I wasn't completely sure how to handle. So, as I recover from moving back with my mother, who was only a couple of months from retirement from the Army, she announces that she was going to introduce me and my younger sister to one of her friends daughter, who was spending the summer with her dad.
So, a couple days later, she is introduced, and my first thought is, "Damn, she fine!" But physical attraction was nothing new to me, so I gave it no mind. Even though she was the same age as me, only a couple of months younger, she was pushed to my sister, since they were both girls, so I sat, bored, watching tv.
Suddenly, my sister asks if she could play on my PS2. I ask why, and she says that out guest spotted the DDR mat, and said that she wanted to play. Immediately, my attention was turned. I said that we could all play.
So it so, and we played, and had a blast. Then my sister left, for she had some movie or something to watch, and the guest still wanted to play, so we were alone. In my room.
She wasn't particularly good, seeing that she never played, so she kept asking how to get better, on techniques to use. And I told her everything that I knew. And when she didn't want to play anymore, I turned my tv back to cable, to watch some good ol fashioned late night Toonami.
Instead of going back to see what my sister was doing, she laid beside me, on my bed, and watched tv with me. No contact, but this was still the closest a female my age, and one that I considered attractive, has ever been to me at this point in my life, and I didn't know on how to act. Thankfully, she was initiating conversation, by asking me what was happening, since she didn't know this stuff, making sure there was no silence that I couldn't break. And that was good.
Her dad eventually came to pick her up, and everything would be fine right?\
Nope. No sleep was attained, for I was too busy thinking about my newly minted crush.
So, a couple of days later, she returns, and I, surprisingly, wasn't tripping over my tongue. I wasn't a cool guy, who was used to this, or anything, but I was surprisingly calm. She said that was staying the night, and that was fine, she and my sister would probably have a lot of fun. I could probably find a way to get to bed.
Except they don't, and the majority of the night, she hung out with me. And that was the way the world went for the rest of the summer. She practically lived with us, and she rather pal around with me, than do stuff with my sister. We played video games, watched movies, roamed the internet. Even when my sister was around, it was clear that she was more interested in conversing with me.
As the summer went on, our relationship loss a lot of barriers. There was more physical contact, that she mostly initiated. She told me that she was much more comfortable talking to me. When her bathing suit strap snapped in the pool, she came to me, and not my sister. And there was a time that summer where I thought that she had a crush on me. I even managed to gain the confidence to flirt with her, after she told me that she's never been kissed.
But I did nothing. I never told her how I felt. I didn't do it on her last day in our company. I had the chance, but I kept it to myself.
I knew why I didn't do it. I was scared of what was already built changing for the negative. Almost every relationship that I have seen, at the point, including my mom and my dad, had fallen to shit, and I was scared of that. I was scared that the friendship that was built up would dissolve under a fog of awkward. So I stayed the course, and nothing happened.
The departure was short and sweet. Her dad came to pick her up, and she exchanged hugs with the family. I accepted my hug, and that was that. The book closed.
I don't know if I regret what I did, but I know I wonder what could have been different. If she would have liked me back, and we could have stayed in contact. Or something. But that chapter of my life is over.
Frienders, I urge you to not let your feelings remain inside. While you may not always regret the outcome, you won't live with the feelings of what if. I've had several other girlfriends, some good, some harmful to my sanity, but none of them have been able to get rid of the lingering feeling of what if.
And that's the end...Man, that was longer than I thought it was going to be...
The year was 2006. I was a a young one, only a couple of months away from being 14, bitter from my constant moving and loss of friends, and going through some changes that I wasn't completely sure how to handle. So, as I recover from moving back with my mother, who was only a couple of months from retirement from the Army, she announces that she was going to introduce me and my younger sister to one of her friends daughter, who was spending the summer with her dad.
So, a couple days later, she is introduced, and my first thought is, "Damn, she fine!" But physical attraction was nothing new to me, so I gave it no mind. Even though she was the same age as me, only a couple of months younger, she was pushed to my sister, since they were both girls, so I sat, bored, watching tv.
Suddenly, my sister asks if she could play on my PS2. I ask why, and she says that out guest spotted the DDR mat, and said that she wanted to play. Immediately, my attention was turned. I said that we could all play.
So it so, and we played, and had a blast. Then my sister left, for she had some movie or something to watch, and the guest still wanted to play, so we were alone. In my room.
She wasn't particularly good, seeing that she never played, so she kept asking how to get better, on techniques to use. And I told her everything that I knew. And when she didn't want to play anymore, I turned my tv back to cable, to watch some good ol fashioned late night Toonami.
Instead of going back to see what my sister was doing, she laid beside me, on my bed, and watched tv with me. No contact, but this was still the closest a female my age, and one that I considered attractive, has ever been to me at this point in my life, and I didn't know on how to act. Thankfully, she was initiating conversation, by asking me what was happening, since she didn't know this stuff, making sure there was no silence that I couldn't break. And that was good.
Her dad eventually came to pick her up, and everything would be fine right?\
Nope. No sleep was attained, for I was too busy thinking about my newly minted crush.
So, a couple of days later, she returns, and I, surprisingly, wasn't tripping over my tongue. I wasn't a cool guy, who was used to this, or anything, but I was surprisingly calm. She said that was staying the night, and that was fine, she and my sister would probably have a lot of fun. I could probably find a way to get to bed.
Except they don't, and the majority of the night, she hung out with me. And that was the way the world went for the rest of the summer. She practically lived with us, and she rather pal around with me, than do stuff with my sister. We played video games, watched movies, roamed the internet. Even when my sister was around, it was clear that she was more interested in conversing with me.
As the summer went on, our relationship loss a lot of barriers. There was more physical contact, that she mostly initiated. She told me that she was much more comfortable talking to me. When her bathing suit strap snapped in the pool, she came to me, and not my sister. And there was a time that summer where I thought that she had a crush on me. I even managed to gain the confidence to flirt with her, after she told me that she's never been kissed.
But I did nothing. I never told her how I felt. I didn't do it on her last day in our company. I had the chance, but I kept it to myself.
I knew why I didn't do it. I was scared of what was already built changing for the negative. Almost every relationship that I have seen, at the point, including my mom and my dad, had fallen to shit, and I was scared of that. I was scared that the friendship that was built up would dissolve under a fog of awkward. So I stayed the course, and nothing happened.
The departure was short and sweet. Her dad came to pick her up, and she exchanged hugs with the family. I accepted my hug, and that was that. The book closed.
I don't know if I regret what I did, but I know I wonder what could have been different. If she would have liked me back, and we could have stayed in contact. Or something. But that chapter of my life is over.
Frienders, I urge you to not let your feelings remain inside. While you may not always regret the outcome, you won't live with the feelings of what if. I've had several other girlfriends, some good, some harmful to my sanity, but none of them have been able to get rid of the lingering feeling of what if.
And that's the end...Man, that was longer than I thought it was going to be...
zedreamcast
Member
Im free all dayx I usually wake up at 10-12 MST
i just finished Shevat, have i been to this dungeon yet?
I'm not 11
Heres my reasoning (I essentially made up a scenario in my head):
You said you skipped middle school, right? Which would have made you 11 going on 12 when you were a freshman. At this time, I imagined you got a crush on some senior, who was 17 going on 18.
You developed a crush but kept it on the DL.
This whole thing is completely fabricated but it leads to the question, how did upper classmen treat you?
CthulhuSushi
Banned
Nah dude you're not beta. It just sounds like you've had some really shitty luck when it comes to women. You're more then welcome to share your story there is no judgement here in RealGAF.
Well, in this case, it involves me being nervous and not doing anything to progress the "relationship".
You'll see soon enough.
Right!? I need to share mega milk with the general public!
I just checked the tracking info and it's "arrived" and "departed" the same facility for like 3 days. It's literally one town away from where I live. The expected delivery was on the 27th. If it's not here tomorrow, I got some serious bitching and complaining to do.
I don't think its youknowwhatsite.com's fault, I feel like it's just USPS being stupid assholes like always
I'll probably pm you sometime tomorrow then.
zedreamcast
Member
Alright ill check my phone alot then.
skLaFarebear
Member
No, but you're close.
CthulhuSushi
Banned
I had something really similar happen to me when I was around 13..
I can't stress what Banana says..
IF YOU LIKE A GIRL YOU GO FOR THAT SHIT
Seriously though, don't bottle it up all you're doing is hurting yourself.
zedreamcast
Member
Oh lord, the last two dungeons already had bad enough platforming.
theres no reason for them to put platforming...
To take a break from RealGAF, I have this Gintama clip I'll was waiting for the right context to post, but I just post it now.
I get those same what if feelings sometimes but remember, no ragrets.
skLaFarebear
Member
I'm pretty sure you haven't done it yet. Have you
climbed up a tall tower having a name similar to a christian religous symbol?
Xux
Member
ArclightBorealis
Member
Read all the stories posted thus far. Damn...you guys went through some tough shit. Really nothing comes to mind on my own that compares.
I've been wondering the same thing ever since re watching the earlier seasons.
Ultimate_Trainer
Member
Huh that's weird. Every time I get things from USPS, I get it on time or earlier. Its mainly UPS for me that screws things up.
I'm really looking forward to starting this show
Imagine every embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you. Imagine reliving every moment at the same time.
Would you rather feel that cringe and embarrassment for the rest of your life?
OR
Would you rather wear a shirt that reads, "I watch animated pornography and I'm proud" for the rest of your life. You can never take it off and it always has to be showing and legible.
Would you rather feel that cringe and embarrassment for the rest of your life?
OR
Would you rather wear a shirt that reads, "I watch animated pornography and I'm proud" for the rest of your life. You can never take it off and it always has to be showing and legible.
Ultimate_Trainer
Member
Banana Aeon
Member
RecursiveFault
Banned
I didn't have a crush on a senior until I was a senior, also everyone in my school was required to at least skip one year, many two. Also it was a five year highschool.
...Why did I read as far as I did???
Sorry I'm not joining you guys for RealGAF tonight, just kind of in a weird mood. (not bad or good just weird). so...night GAF.
CthulhuSushi
Banned
I would wear the shit out of that shirt dude..
btw this tooth brush thing reads better then most manga..which is sad.
Same here. UPS are the true scumbags. im just so spoiled with Amazon prime, that I get super pissed when things like this happen
I would die from the cringe and embarrassment and would take the shirt any day. I've done some stupid stuff in the past.
I'll take the shirt.
RecursiveFault
Banned
Finished it. 8/10 actually worth reading.
ArclightBorealis
Member
Shirt, hands down. It's a small price to pay.
Phantasmal Repose
Member
Is this even a question? I'd pick the shirt any day.
zedreamcast
Member
yeah i already did the tower of babel.the first room was horrendous.
You mean like a non stop infinite mega milk shirt!?!? Yooooooooooo, where do I get one?
RecursiveFault
Banned
If I avoid my family for life, it's all good.
Not being 17 would help me there.
ArclightBorealis
Member
The advantages of living alone.
ArclightBorealis
Member
Holy shit, I never thought that gif playing in reverse was so much more hilarious.
CthulhuSushi
Banned
I do this already.
skLaFarebear
Member
Ok nevermind then, you're past the worst of the platforming. I thought you'd have complained about it more than usual since my friend just went through that same part and wouldn't stop texting me how bad it was lol.
You're 17 and buying 18+ doujins and other materials? What a rebel.
Your school life is mystifying, coming from my 6 year, 3 year, 4 year schooling for elementary, middle, and high school respectivley.
Are you sure your life isn't an anime?
What a truly terrifying stand....
I'm going to tell the police on you, Goodwil.
zedreamcast
Member
It was pretty bad but i managed somehow.
misses bull
Banned
He's gonna go far in life
RecursiveFault
Banned
Shitshitshitshit. "QUICK EAT THE DRUGS, I MEAN PORN"
Its a bit dull to be anime. The pacing is terrible.
skLaFarebear
Member
He probably drinks beer and reads shonen jump in jail too.
CthulhuSushi
Banned
Shitshitshitshit
Its a bit dull to be anime. The pacing is terrible.
Is it bad that ever since you've had that avatar I hear everything you post in Kanbaru's voice?
I can't stop reading this fucking toothbrush shit..I need an adult.