Was waiting for some news to be published before i wrote anything about dreamhack first. I won't be going to dreamhack, Luckily it's not a long-term problem i.e my arm/hand so don't worry too much. I suffer from panic attacks while travelling, and all my travel regime was messed up - When i was younger i got lost in Paris and Singapore when i was 15-16 on my own, and ever since i've suffered pretty badly. Flight plans were organised pretty late, and nobody was available for my return/outward flights to help pick me up. I know it was alot to ask, but it's something i can't really help. I'm sorry to DH, sorry for my team, and especially to everyone who wanted to support me, i've been training hard and recently had a minor breakthrough in the FXOpen EU quallifier where i performed pretty well, and felt my oldself returning. Luckily just around the corner is another tournament being Homestory cup 3 which is all sorted out already, i'll be heading over there with Tod and Rotterdam so it's all fine. Again apologies - hopefully this won't happen again, i'm more disappointed than anyone else, i can assure you that. ;( - Will carry on trying to get my old self back, and hopefully get better than i was before, training excessive hours and want to do as best i can. Thanks everyone.