So, it seems like its drag Mariah Carey day. Let me chime in for a second, if I could. My first exposure to MC was waaaaaaaaaay back 24 years ago (I was 14, Mumei was 22) when her debut album came out. My little cousin came up to me and asked me if I had heard this new sanging ass white girl named Mariah. I hadn't. I think I was going through my heavy metal phase then. Anyway, she plays me a song she recorded off of the radio, Vision Of Love. It was cute. I caught the video some time later on MTV, and I was like... ok skinny white girl, go in.
I think I got a copy of the album and cassette from my homegirl, who was slayed. I thought Vanishing was everything. Still do. I got my life from Sent From Up Above, because it is the business. I mostly enjoyed the album, I thought the more hip hoppier tracks were trash and try hard. A trend that would continue for some time. I felt that her soul tinged MOR songs were more her lane and she should travel there.
Flash forward to the next year (Rihanna much) and the subject of this post came out. The first song I recall hearing from this album was Can't Let Go. There are no words for how this song touched my spirit. That whistle in the beginning. The more R&B-y groove. The chorus. Can't Let Go remains, to this day, one of, if not my favorite MC song. The first time I heard it I was in my Auntie's big as van, (the one she got for all them raggedy ass kids she has) that ho had a nice stereo system and Can't Let Go sounded like heaven.
Back in the day, young people, there wasn't instant access to everything like there is now. If you wanted to see a video, you had to wait for them shits to show up in the rotation on MTV, VH-1 or BET, with your VCR remote in hand for your tape that you had already set to record, paused, perched. Don't try to record a video during TRL (this was more towards the end of the 90's though,) Carson Daly's bitch ass would never let a video play all the way through. If you were a fan of a not so popular genre of music, you were relegated to early morning or late at night for special shows dedicated to your genre.
If you wanted to hear the song before the single was on sale, you had to wait for them shits to be played on the radio with your finger perched above the record button. Fun times. I think that's why records don't sell as much as they used to. There's no anticipation anymore. Everything is immediately available. You don't have to buy your song to hear it with any clarity anymore. When you recorded your jam on the cassette tape you've been recording your jams on for years, at FM radio quality, no less. You couldn't wait for the single to drop so you could spend your precious, trickle down economics coins on.
Anyway, I wouldn't hear the entirety of Emotions for a couple more years. The next year, (maybe Rihanna is the black Mariah) she appeared on MTV Unplugged and released a single from that which grated my nerves almost instantly and still does to this day. I'll Be There is trash. I hate it. I hate her for singing it. I hate Trey Lorenz and his annoying queeny vocals. Ugh. Someday was still garbage too. One bright spot, is the effervescent live version of Can't Let Go. It's just so good. It supplanted the album version as my favorite.
The next year (mmhmm), brought us Music Box. I remember thinking Dreamlover was aight. I remember hating Hero because it was sappy and they made us sing it at my HS graduation. I remember thinking Anytime You Need A Friend was vastly superior, and it's subsequent remix affirmed that thought. Outside of the title track (which slays lives) and Everything Fades Away, I didn't care much for the album.
1994 saw Robido, then 18 (Mumei was hitting his 30's) living in Southern California and flush with cash. (For once.) I finally got around to listening to Emotions. A bitch was [S L A Y E D]! If you gloss over the schlock that is Make It Happen and it's overwrought cousin If It's Over you've got a damn good album, and my favorite Mariah Carey CD. (We'd gotten our first CD player by then and skipping songs was a revelation. I can't tell you how many songs I had to force myself to like because skipping them every time they came on was a chore, unless you had one of those fancy tape players that could auto skip to the next song, even that would still take a minute to do.)
1994 also saw another yearly Mariah release (mmhmm) but it was a christmas album, and ain't nobody have time for that. I don't think I heard All I Want For Christmas Is You until I saw the 2003 movie Love Actually.... that can't be right... Anyway, I didn't check for christmas music back then, so hew knows.
1995 hit, and so did a new Mariah album. Fantasy came out and went EVERYWHERE. The ODB remix came out, and the hood was here for it. It even caused Genius Of Love to have a resurgence in SoCal. Daydream was... eh. A Glee-esque Journey cover. The slay that is Forever. The Always Be My Baby So So Def Remix was everything. I swear Jermaine Dupri is the only producer who can make her attempts at hip hoppier R&B sound good. Oh but children, the Fantasy CD single was my first exposure to Mariah club remixes. And when I tell you the 11:00 minute club mix of Fantasy was my everything and was in CONSTANT rotation, you don't have to believe me, but believe me. Oh Jesus. When those sirens start going 6 minutes in I get hype. When the beat drops and she starts vocalizing about her SWEET SWEET FANTASY, it's time to go to church.
IT'S JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoOOoooooOOoOOOOooOOOOO. IT'S JUST SO SWEET SWEET. IT'S JUST SWEeEEeT.
Oh bitch, your run down, run of the hill fave could never, will never, and best not even try.
Moving on, Mariah returned 2 years later with a new nose, new tits, and with a CD that would make me stop fucking with her for the next 8 years. Butterfly dropped. I thought Honey was trash, obviously, but other than that it was well on its way to being my favorite MC album. The R&B was less try hard, the hip hoppier tracks (outside of that Bone Thugs collab) were almost decent. But oh bitch... Track 11 punched me out of the MC game. I saw the title in the tracklist, and hoped against hope that it wasn't what I thought it was. But as the the slay Fly Away interlude faded away, the unmistakable sound of a Prince cover came on. She should have taken a page from TLC's book and covered lesser known Prince tracks. But no.. this ho wanted to go ICONIC. smh. AND it was a Dru Hill collab too. No ma'am.
Butterfly was the last time I paid attention to MC til Mimi. I almost didn't pay attention then, because the lyric "Them chicks is ash, and I'm lotion." had to be the single most ridiculous thing I'd ever heard.
Que sera sera. Mariah looks and sounds nothing like she did when I was checking for her. But it's her life, and while she's spending her coins and she's not hurting me or mines, imma let it ride. She did a lot more in her time than any of these soundcloud girls can even fathom, and on her worst day she's better than them. Just so long as them doesn't include Madonna. She ain't that iconic.
Girlfriends and squirrel friends, Emotions.
1.
"Emotions"
2.
"And You Don't Remember"
3.
"Can't Let Go"
4. "Make It Happen"
5. "If It's Over"
6.
"You're So Cold"
7.
"So Blessed"
8.
"To Be Around You"
9.
"Till the End of Time"
10.
"The Wind"
Bonus:
"Vision of Love"
"I Don't Wanna Cry"
"Vanishing"
"All in Your Mind"
"Alone in Love"
"Sent from Up Above"
"Can't Let Go" - MTV Unplugged
"Anytime You Need a Friend"
"Music Box"
"Fantasy"
"Underneath the Stars"
"Always Be My Baby"
"Forever"
"Daydream Interlude" (Fantasy Sweet Dub Mix)
"Looking In"
"Butterfly"
"The Roof (Back in Time)
"Fourth of July"
"Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise)"
"Outside"
"All My Life"
"Say Somethin'"
"Stay the Night"
"Fly Like a Bird"
"Meteorite"
The Remixes:
"Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise)" (Fly Away Club Mix)
"Fantasy" (Def Club Mix)
"Always Be My Baby" (Mr. Dupri Mix) featuring Da Brat and Xscape
"Thank God I Found You" (Make It Last Remix) featuring Joe and Nas
"Sweetheart" featuring Jermaine Dupri